summer hols.enjoying the sun.missing you

always remembered

2006-06-27T07:56:00.000-07:00

I've moved on...

http://myvintagetiara.blogspot.com

see you there!

2006-03-09T10:08:00.000-08:00

got this from daniel's blog.. lol

Q: How many RJCstudents does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: 4 whole faculties. One fac to design the newbulb,one fac to test it out, one fac to market it andoneguy to write a stupid Email about lightbulbs.

Q: How many HCJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school.....to compete withRJC.........

Q: How many VJC students does it take to change a lightbulb?
A: The whole school.......one to screw itin and the rest to cheer and wave flags andbanners togive him/her support.

Q: How many NJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: NO LIGHT STILL CAN STUDY!!!!!

Q: How many AJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: They're too busy trying to be one of the top 5JCs...

Q: How many ACJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None......they use all their money to employYJCtodo it for them.

Q: How many YJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None.....only one teacher to tell them what a lightbulb is in the first place and to demonstrate(how do you think they're able to change it for AC?)

Q: How many CJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: They'd prefer it darker..........(hmmm...*raiseeyebrow*)......

Q: How many JJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None......Their physics is so bad that theymake the male teacher cry.....

Q: How many TPJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: Wouldthey bother??

Q: How many SAJC students does it take to change a
lightbulb??
A: None.....they believe in praying for it.

Q: How many NYJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: None.....they are still using oil lamps.

Q: How many SRJC students does it take to change a lightbulb??
A: Huh, wat litebarb ...

Q: Dun you guys wonder who wrote this?
A: TJC!

Q: How many TJC students does it take to change the lightbulb?
A: None. They think they are very bright already.

haha yay tj rocks! well i think many of u still think that i'm in tj but i'm not.. i'm in tp.. TP as in temasek poly.. don't ask me why.. i chose this path and i hope i'll have no regrets. =) i don't know why ppl have this mindset that poly is for ppl who busted 20 during their o's.. c'mon la.. i get 6 points.. haha er after bonus.. *hides myself* i should go and die cos that's nothin to be proud of when i'm in a sch like dunman high..
enough said =)

2006-02-26T23:26:00.000-08:00

okay i don't know why but i'm so overwhelmed with emotions now! suddenly thought of my chmsno1 friends.. so much happened from the day i left till now.. i wonder what would have happenned if i didn't leave instead. =D life is so amazing eh.. so many IFS.. i need an answerr grrr

THE PEOPLE*
siatyee.shawyang.limin.chonghowe.xiaoliang.fangyin.yiengshuang.yingxiu.fairyii
yingyung.willson.ruwei.sam
that's all for now. i'll add in more if i remember =D

2006-02-26T21:07:00.000-08:00

yay i'm back to blogging again! The past one week has been a horrible experience for me.. and if you didn't know i had one whole week of MC because of acute pharyngitis.. haha okay i think most of you can figure it out that it has something to do with my throat.. hmm so my fever went up to as high as 40.4 degrees but i swear i didn't feel that hot at all.. went to changi general hospital a&e cos the dumb doctor from the 24 hour clinic gave me some medicine which didnt work .. bah spent $65 on consultation fee.. grr in total i went to see doctor 3 times in a week.. ok i shall stop complaining cos i get to miss sch for 1 freaking week leh.. lol and no PE for me for 2 weeks =D

anyway posting results out soon! so it's 50-50 whether i get into vj anot.. i hope no matter what the outcome is.. i've not made the wrong decision or else i'll spend half my lifetime regretting?i don't even wana start thinking about it.. oh well somehow i start to feel lonely and empty when i'm stuck at home..no one understands how i feel exactly.. i'm living with a family whom i can't express my feelings to.. all my feelings and thoughts bottled up inside me.. after these 2 years staying with them.. i still feel like a total stranger to them.. it seems like i don't know them at all.. so tell me how isit possible that you all know how i feel? i feel that it's just a shelter for me, a place where i sleep and bathe and do nothing else.. it's strange that i'm only saying all these now but maybe it's because i used to cry it out and tell myself it's nothing.. oh well i'm tired of crying.. i'm tired of trying to make ppl understand.. oh ya don't try to come and tell me how you understand what i'm feeling cos you don't! The fact is that no one knows how much pain i'm going through now.. sometimes i just feel like giving up all i have and fly back to be with my family.. but i know i can't.... so ppl don't come and tell me how you hate your mum or how irritating your brother is cos i'll just slap your asses real hard.. just appreciate whatever you have lahh!

2006-02-11T06:14:00.000-08:00

Hi pearly i am posting! =) argh got back o level results yesterday. everything just happened so fast i can't exactly remember how i felt.. had macs at kallang with some ppl and i refused to go school so early as i could feel the tension and fear creeping up onto me.

When we got back our results slip, you could see happy faces and people jumping. Likewise, there are crying faces and people hugging. I didn't know if i should be happy or sad. Happy that i did better than prelims. Sad that i was majority of the bulk in my school who did okay. I put in so much effort and is this what i deserve?

No matter what, i want to thank God for pulling me through O's, not only surviving it but learning so so much from everyone. I want to thank my mum who called so often just to check if i was doing fine. I want to thank Andrew for giving me hope even though giving up was ever so tempting. I want to thank pearl and claudia for being the best tuition mates ever and for tolerating my stupidity. I want to take mr tan for being so patient with me and trying so hard to make me appreciate physics. I just want to say i love you all! (=

2006-02-02T04:15:00.000-08:00

argh. i hate people who are always suspecting me. it's damn irritating... i wana go back malaysia! i miss my mum and dad so so much! =( i'm hurting inside but who knows? i'm probably non-existant....

2006-01-18T04:43:00.000-08:00

I WANT my belly button piercing! *ouch* but i guess it won't hurt so much since i have so much fats on my tummy LOL

2006-01-01T11:57:00.000-08:00

Forgive me for this will be a long entry >.<

Happy 2006 greetings from mEeee! (= had a lovely night at the esplanade with pearl, isa and drew.. the fireworks were too pretty for words! only came back sing yesterday so i missed everyone badly.. my heart is kinda heavy though.. knowing that we will all be in different jcs.. wonder if i would ever cope with the new environment and culture =( i am excited.. yet nervous at the same time that i feel like slapping myself. HAHA

So many things happened when i was back home which stirs my mind into thinking how unpredictable life can be.. on the day of xmas, we had a 5 hours drive from Kuching to Sareikei to attend my cousin's wedding.. i get to go and fetch the bride so it was FUN! haha the bride is pretty.. may the love birds fulfill their promises to each other =) we drove back to Kuching the next day.. pretty tiring i would say.. imagine another 5 hours. argh one side of my ass was numbed. lol

Yea so we got back and heard that my uncle got hospitalised on xmas day.. my parents immediately went to hospital.. i didnt know it was so serious.. he has been complaining of having gastric pain recently but it was actually liver cancer.. all was too late.. the tumour in the liver had burst and the cancer cells have spreaded to other organs.. all his organs were deteriorating and the doctor says he has no hope anymore.. oh.. how could this be?? He was in ICU when i visited him.. i merely took a glance and walked off.. he looked so frail.. so different from his usual self i almost cant recognise him.. his 2 daughters flew back on the 27th not knowing the seriousness his condition.. we gave so many calls to the airport and airline officers.. begging them to let the 2 girls come back because my uncle cant wait anymore.. he was in so much pain he had to be sedated.. the girls reached just when his blood pressure was going low.. it was so dramatic i tell you.. although he was unconscious, he managed to nod and smile when his 2 girls talked to him.. it was super touching everyone was sobbing uncontrollably.. i refused to steal his last moments with his daughters so i went out of the ICU with my sis.. yeaa..

Now that i am away from my parents, i really treasure them much more.. they are both so very important to me i cant live w/o them.. i miss them real bad my heart is aching =( i hope sch will keep me occupied so i wouldnt have time to think so much. yeaa forgive me for such a long entry.. Happy new year once again!

2005-12-03T18:35:00.000-08:00

OFF I GO! till then.... =)

2005-11-26T23:32:00.000-08:00

happy belated birthday to sia shaw yang! hope you enjoyed your day! =)

did i say that the o's are over? YAY!! and i'm gonna see mummy soon! double YAY! (= bah it seems like i'm busier now that the o's are over.. prom night is such a pain in the ass.. don't you agree? not only you have to worry about choosing a nice gown.. you have to worry about people wearing the same gown as you too! bought a red tube dress from phuture london.. took like a gazillion years before deciding to buy it so i hope no one wears the same dress as me on that day or else.... i dont know how would i react also..

haha anyway i've been enjoying my holidays but i'm sad that i'm no longer a part of the dunmanian family =( just wana tell all my friends, be it good friends or not so good friends, that I LOVE YOU ALL and thanks for the wonderful memories!

Wootsss

2005-11-05T14:08:00.000-08:00

Congratulations Charlene, you are...

minishorts of minishorts.net

You are outgoing, direct, smart, pretty, and a definite go-getter. You are frank, a little too frank perhaps that sometimes you get on people's nerves and make them very upset. If people attack you, you hit back with triple the force without blinking because you are the kind of person who knows exactly what you are talking about or else you wouldn't talk about it. Your quick-thinking is what makes you special. You are an elitist.

Which Malaysian Blogger Are You?

dadada....

2005-10-27T20:11:00.000-07:00

Can i cry.. pleaseee? screw physics prac! =(

got this from eric's blog. very meaningful! =)

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A man came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find his 5-year old son waiting for him at the door

"Daddy, may I ask you a question?"

"Yes sure, what is it?" replied the man

"Daddy, how much do you make an hour?"

"that's none of your business, why do you asksuch a thing?" the man said angrily.

"I just want to know, please tell me, how much doyou make an hour?" pleaded the little boy.

"if you must know, I make $20 an hour"

"Oh," the little boy replied, with his head down,looking up, he said,

dad, may I please borrow $10?"

The father was furious,

"if the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed, think about why you are being so selfish."

"I work long hard hours everyday and don't havetime for such this childish behavior."

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut thedoor.

The man sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions.How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the had calmed down, and started to think hey may have been a little hard on his son.

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that $10 and he really didn't ask for money very often.

The man went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door."are you asleep, son?" he asked.

"no daddy, I'm awake" replied the boy.

"I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier," said the man.

It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the $10 you asked for.''

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. "Oh, thankyou daddy!" he yelled.

Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out somecrumpled up bills.

The man, seeing that the boy already had money,started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, then looked up at his father.

"Why do you want more money if you already have some?" the father grumble.

"because I didn't have enough, but now I do," thelittle boy replied.

"daddy, I have $20 now, can I buy an hour of yourtime? Please come home early tomorrow, I wouldlike to have dinner with you."

Share this story with someone you like..but even better, share $20 worth of time with someone youlove.

Its just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life.We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts.

joke of the day

2005-10-20T10:58:00.000-07:00

Someone pls tell me it's funny! lolx

p/s : yes ppl, it's a toilet bowl.

A quote from Chuck Nevitt, North Carolina State basketball player, explaining to coach Jim Valvano why he appeared nervous at practice:

"My sister's expecting a baby, and I don't know if I'm going to be an uncle or an aunt"

hotmail sucks

2005-10-20T10:21:00.000-07:00

BAH i hereby declare that hotmail sucks. It deactivates my account.. claiming that i've not been signing in for the past 90 days. that's crap! i remember signing in a few times though i use yahoo most of the time.. i didnt delete my hotmail because there are many emails from my friends which i wanted to keep.. even those that was sent to me 6 or 7 years ago.. when i'm free i'll take a look at them.. and reminisce the past.. hah make me sound like such a sentimental person. i'm really upset that all those emails are gone forever! damn you hotmail. you really made my day =))

.........

2005-10-18T23:44:00.000-07:00

BIO PRAC! what can i say... i drew the wrong thing! bah.. i'm sad i'm devastated.. i dont know that's got into me but i simpy cant understand the instructions given. HAH charlene dumbo.. i've been slacking quite abit i dont know why. i need an answer. maybe cos i refuse to admit the fact that i've gotten 13pts for prelims. but WHAT'S OVER IS OVER! *slaps myself* i didnt use to be like that. what changed me then? *slaps one more time* ok i think it's because i've been skipping church on sundays god wana teach me a lesson cos i took him for granted. sorry god.. i promise to be a good girl and attend church. *kneels in front of god and repent*

Words of wisdom for the ladies

2005-10-10T19:33:00.000-07:00

1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
2. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.
3. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.
4. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.
5. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.
6. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.
7. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.
8. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself later for staying when things are not better.
9. The only person you can control in a relationship is YOU.
10. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?
11. Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.
12. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.
13. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.
14. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.
15. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god.
16. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.
17. Never let a man define who you are.
18. Never borrow someone else's man.
19. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.
20. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.
21. NOT all men are dogs.
22. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two way street.
23. You need time to heal between relationships. There is nothing cute about baggage. Deal 24. with your issues before pursuing a new relationship
24. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you. A relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals. Look for someone complimentary, not supplementary.
25. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.
26. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need.
27. Make him miss you sometimes. When a man always knows where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.

Love and Marriage

2005-10-09T14:40:00.000-07:00

A student ask a teacher, "what is love?"

The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back. But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi,but he wonders....may be there is a bigger one later. Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regreted. So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.

The teacher told him, "...that is love, you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person...."

"What is marriage then?" the student asked. The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick."

The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.

The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have faith and believe this is the best one you get.... that is marriage."

Interesting

2005-10-02T23:34:00.000-07:00

this is a story about 4 people: everybody somebody anybody and nobody
there was an important job to be done and everybody was asked to do it.
everybody was sure somebody would do it. anybody could have done it, but nobody did it.
somebody got angry about that because it was everybody's job.
everybody thought anybody could have done it, but nobody realised that everybody wouldn't do it.
it ended up that everybody blame somebody when actually nobody asked anybody.
TATA

twins effect!

2005-10-02T23:18:00.000-07:00

just watched the twins effect on tv.. *drools* edison chen is so freaking shuai. i shall ban myself from using the word fcuk. haha charlene choi is acting as his gf in the movie! and my name is charlene! *jumps around* lolx okay enough of this nonsense. back to sch tmr. BAH what a monotonous life.

Life is never fair. If you want a fair life, go live on Mars =)

BAH

2005-10-01T11:33:00.000-07:00

sigh. a freaking 15 points for my prelims. how sad can that be. i studied really hard and i think i deserve better marks than this! argh well i guess exams depends on a little luck too. if you studied really hard for something but your on the spot performance was like bad. there goes your A1. haha i really dont know where can i go with 15 points. it's either i have no luck at all or i am dumb. since i really studied for prelims. ok i shall rule out the dumb part cos if i am really THAT dumb. i wouldnt be in dunman high would i? bleah. sad sad. wonder how long more am i going to wallow in self pity. bah really hope i can go into sa science. but sa science is like 13 points. i didnt wana beg marks from teachers. cos i feel that if the teacher gives you an A1 now but you dont get an A1 in o'levels . you're letting yourself your teacher and your parents down. well practically everyone lah. and i think i would be the saddest thing on earth if you get kicked out of a jc because u get a B instead of an A. i thought it was kinda saddening that all my friends are all begging for marks so they can go vj. yea and i guess all my good friends did pretty well and so they will all different jcs from me. bah i guess they are happy and all with their results and dont bother about their poor friend here who cant go into the same jc as them. sighh. i dont want anyone to pity me. sometimes i really wonder if all good friends behave like that. as long as they can get into the jc they want then they can forget about everything. even their close friends. of course i am not expecting my friends who do well to go to the same jc as me cos i didnt do as well but where's the care and concern? bah human beings are selfish i would say. and that is really sad. ok sorry for all these nonsense but this is what i feel. yea.

BAH

2005-09-24T21:57:00.000-07:00

I FREAKING HATE PERIODS FOR ALL I KNOW. BAH. wasted my saturday in bed. puking like once every 2 hours. AND it has to be after PRELIMS! =)) haha i have my weak body to thank for. bleah. anyway did i say prelims are over? haha double YAY! erm it wasnt bad but i wasnt that good either. hehe actually i kinda miss studying. i know you all will say i can freaking start studying for o's if i want to. bleah who cares anyway? haha i remembered i had alot to blog about before prelims but now it seems that i cant remember anything. haha blah nvm... i do hope i get decent results for prelims. i studied so hard! really! i still dislike amaths as usual but now i dont like bio too! double BOO! anyway i wana thank dar for being with me all these time. and sorry for being so temperemental (=

we praise you God!

2005-09-08T10:37:00.000-07:00

But God said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for power is made perfect in weakness - 2 Corinthians 12:9

Are we tempted to hide our weaknesses or do they stand out like a sore thumb? Most of us don't relish revealing our sadness or fears or shortcomings. But our weaknesses often provide the very places where God's strength can become all the more evident. Turning to God when weak, makes us strong and He alone will eventually help us conquer our shortcomings. Dear Lord, May we be strengthened with Your wonderful power so that we can endure hurt and suffering. In the depth of our suffering, help us to praise You with a joyful heart.

physics prac!

2005-09-02T00:13:00.000-07:00

i'm excited about physics prac! whee! (= haha after physics prac then it's our one week holiday! no more waking up at 6am in the morning! lolx i think i am high.. with all the exclamation marks =P i got a orangy pink shirt from dar! thankssss =) love it!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE

2005-08-09T22:58:00.000-07:00

woots! happy birthday s'pore! (= erm.. today is NOT a happy day because i missed the fireworks! how dumb of me.. shall not talk about it again.. prelims are in 17 days time.. wah.. i've been counting down since 13 weeks ago and now only 17 days left! argh. i am really unprepared.. i dont know how?! even if i regret now also no use already right.. just hope i dont do so badly can le.. common lah. i dont think i am that stupid right.. hahah hols pass so damn fast leh! LIFE'S LIKE THAT.. my mum is coming in 10 days! YAY~

YADA YADA YADA

2005-07-27T08:38:00.000-07:00

HI! i am officially SICK after 4 months of being sick-free =( but i get to skip boring chinese lessons! teehee.. i am upset at some stuff today but nevermind! i am the queen for today cos i am SICK and you cant bully me!! haha (= anyway pooh belongs to me onlyyy and that's final!!! yada yada yada ok i am selfish.. >.<

oh great

2005-07-19T22:40:00.000-07:00

i freaking decided to blog after so so long and my entry chose to disappear! (= i am a happy girl.. >.< i am probably no different from a schizophrenic person thanks to the number of hours spent on mugging each day.. ppl say i am always in a daze.. boo =( the clock is certainly ticking to my death..

life feels weird

2005-05-07T23:53:00.000-07:00

heyaa.. mother's day is in less than 10 mins time? shall call my mum tmr.. bought her heels.. haha the postage cost more than the present lah.. haha (= anyway... these few days i feel weird.. i dont know how to explain this feeling bottled inside me.. stress..confusion..frustration..all mixed up together..urgh..hope i'll be fine..well.maybe not.save me

whee..i lovee my mum!

2005-04-19T23:07:00.000-07:00

ok.. i decided to blog after a million years? haha anyway.. many interesting stuffs happen.. i've also learnt to look on the bright side of life.. =) SYF is over.. and i'm happy about it! no more muscle aches! haha yea i know we didnt do well but who cares.. i tried my bestest best already.. my mum and dad even called to console me.. and my mum specially asked my aunt to bake marble cheescake for me and it was sent all the way here! i love mummy!! =) erm.. had flag day last saturday.. felt kinda reluctant to do it in the 1st place but i actually felt great after it! this couple came up to me and told me that i had a smiley face and they had been watching me while eating their breakfast.. whoa.. imagine you know that someone is watching u all the time.. i'm sure u feel uncomfortable right.. lolx.. so the woman said something like ' some ppl just have that thing in them.. and you're one of them!' haha i felt so good leh.. =P seriously i did it with passion lar.. i didnt smile for the sake of smiling and making them donate money lar.. yea.. so i finished the stickers before qin and tien finished theirs and so i offered to help.. i'm an angel (= ahh.. talking about chem and maths tests... wonder when will i ever pass them.. daniel passed his last test.. good for him.. i'll definitely study harder for my next test! erm.. i've been gaining alot of fats with pearl recently.. eating ice cream like almost everyday? wah.. that's like horrible.. i think my mum would not even recognise me when i go back in june.. lolx but i live to eat.. so i dont care =P yeaa.. life's been rather good.. God is my strength and power!

damn

2005-03-19T22:01:00.000-08:00

damn it.everthing i blogged just now was gone in a puff.argh.anyway it has been ages since i blogged hasnt it.many things have happened in these few weeks and life was like a rollercoaster.i kept having moodswings.at this point of time u would want your best friend to be your pillar of support right?but what if she was the cause of your rollercoaster ride too?you can never imagine how bad it is when the person closest to you actually thinks you are a bitch without even finding out the truth.wow.that really hurts.i dont know.everything may seem normal now but things will never be the same again.all i want to do now is study hard and leave this place after my freaking o'levels.other things are not important now.i know i'll miss here but dad said it is part and parcel of life.i do admit there were wonderful memories but this incident has really thought me a lesson and i just want to forget it.reflections shall be done before i sleep.maybe the problem lies with me afterall.

yay

2005-03-13T23:07:00.000-08:00

whee! zen micro! (= i love mummy!

funnn!

2005-02-27T23:06:00.000-08:00

heya.. yest did chem proj in pach's house.. and after tat they watched iron ladies and i slept on pach's bed.. lolx.. din wana wake up.. =P hmm we went elizabeth's house for 4k reunion dinner in the evening.. her house is huge with swimmin pool and jacuzzi.. so cool.. and her 2nd floor is like a maze.. i almost got lost.. haha yea.. i got thrown into the pool by dont know how many ppl in jeans.. wah! i was thinkin of changin into shorts before goin into the pool lah.. anyway it was v thoughtful of pearl to take off my watch before dumpin me into the pool.. lol.. she was like screaming ' eh.. charlene's watch cost 100+!!' damn funny.. yeaa.. it was fun lar.. but kinda anti-climax.. i got injured but i thought it was fine lar.. haha claud got pushed into the pool with her hp inside her pocket.. and her new fone is not workin now! wahh.. she almost cried but i tried to console her lah.. she was quite ok at tuition today (= hmm.. left her place at 9+ cos liqin needs to go home.. we walked through the back gate.. it was a dark alley.. damn scary i was almost in tears.. >.< haha quite tired but still it was fun yea! tuition today quite okay lah.. except i think i had daniel's syndrome cos i took the wrong bus to tuition.. urgh.. how i can be so blur.. haha i got down the next stop and took a taxi.. i think i take taxi everyday leh.. sheeshh.. i seriously must change this bad habit of relyin too much on taxi.. haha off to work!

my poor stomach

2005-02-23T23:47:00.000-08:00

heyaaa! i told my myself i must blog today.. haha so i had 3 tests today.. and after all the tests i totally become gong.. like staring into space.. urghh.. chinese was quite hard.. chem i had mental block.. it was really sad lar.. cos i really wanted to do well for chem and yet in the end i felt so tired i cant think of anything.. erm.. but before maths test jonathan told me and liqin jokes to keep us awake.. yea.. managed to tickle me and so my eyes did become bigger anyway.. haha so maths was fine for me i think.. (= hmm went sajc last sat.. quite cool but old lah.. they are moving to their new campus soon i think.. erm.. didnt eat alot there cos i was still having stomach flu.. and pearl insisted we go to the haunted house.. we paid 6 bucks to scare ourselves.. we went like half an hour before the thing ended and so the so-called ghosts were all angry ghosts cos of the inconsiderate people who happily kicked and punched them.. anyway talking about my stomach flu.. it lasted for like 10 days before getting better today.. it was really bad i tell you.. my stomach is as bloated as a balloon.. you would think it's quite cool but the feeling totally sucks.. i had no appetite for 10 days and i almost forgot what is hunger.. yea.. it was that bad.. i'm glad that it's over and my 3 tests are over too.. life is really taxing and dance is not making me feel better at all.. boo! i hate life! well.. maybe just for now but i'll hang on.. =( anyway.. HaPpY bElAtEd bIrThDaY nG LiQiN!

happy valentine's day!

2005-02-14T23:59:00.000-08:00

hmm happy valentine's day to all.. erm to couples and also singles.. came back from kch yesterday.. the plane was shakin and i was scared.. hahaha.. sounds stupid.. yeaps.. went home and after that went shopping... boo =( so tiring my leg is aching.. erm.. today wasnt a good day at all.. knowing that i failed my chem is already a bad start to my day.. but received lotsa sweets.. chocs and cookies.. erm.. there are so many i'm scared of them.. yea.. but still wana thank my friends who put in the effort! *muack* yea.. so we only knew last min that we had dance today.. and i didnt plan to go anyway so i went home to take a nap.. but i keep getting out of my sleep.. wonders why.. yea.. so had a date at night.... with my tuition teacher.. erm how nice.. haha.. well it was ok larh.. got lobster they all to joke around.. so i felt better.. then lobster sent me to the mrt after that (= his dad is nice! erm yea.. so i came home and slacked.. i feel helpless.. hopeless.. lonely.. blah blah blah.. it's simply indescribable.. no one understands anyway..

xin nian kuai le

2005-02-09T17:51:00.000-08:00

happy chinese new year! (=

H-A-P-P-Y

2005-02-03T01:19:00.000-08:00

heyya.. i'm happy! haha partly cos there's no more tests this week and also because my dad is coming back tmr! =) ok.. erm i've been speakin hokkien to qin and tien these few days.. it really tickles me alot cos the way i speak sounds so.. erm... haha erm so i watched pach play bball match today! well it's their crucial match so must support them.. haha.. and yah.. i'm a fan of number 4! *grins* it's my favourite number somemore.. hope she doesnt disappoint me.. haha erm.. only qin will know what i mean lah.. >.< erm went home then went tuition again.. yeaa lobster is so cute! lolx.. mr tan said i have potential in physics when i only passed one test last year? he said that pearl would not take physics in jc because she is too blur but she practially passed all the tests last year? haha quite weird right.. but it's ok.. as long as i am HAPPY! =) tmr's my mum's bdae! so sad i cant celebrate it with her.. my sis better remember! wheee~

...i need you baby

booo

2005-01-31T19:23:00.000-08:00

heya.. sorry didnt update yesterday.. went out early at 7+ in the morning to practise skit at pearl's house! erm pearl's bedsheet is.. so cheena! so unlike her.. oh well.. her house is big! (= yeaps.. ok ok back to saturday.. the youth concert got my favs like zhang dong liang.. sly and taufik! haha not bad lah i would say.. before that i was shopping with pearl.. isa and amerz.. but not very productive lah.. just bought tiff's presents that's all.. so i was practically didnt sit down from 1 to 10 when the concert finally ends.. but well! it was a fun day! haha so yesterday after going to pearl's house.. went out with sw to buy his cny clothes.. bought abit of mine too.. i think i spent too much already.. like almost 200 bucks i think.. urghh.. yeah.. so after he left i joined lq.. pach n chloe.. went to make class tee 1st.. whoa.. i cant stand the guy there.. he's like sissy can!? keep touching me and chloe.. and even pinch my cheeks lah! i was like... harr?? who the hell say you can touch me?! so after spending a long time there and we were still indecisive.. we decided to leave which is a very wonderful choice because i cant stand that freaking guy.. yea.. so went shopping with pach n chloe.. we walked here and there also never buy anything.. but only started buying things just before we wanted to go home.. yea.. they tempted me to buy a white belt! ahh* haha anyway it was fun lah.. me n pach's taste quite alike but chloe's taste is like extreme.. the clothes she bought were like red and green.. haha xmas tree! =X yeaps.. went to eat with chloe at macs before coming home.. whoa.. tiring but meaningful day.. meaningful cause i went shopping.. haha *big smile* yea.. sch today was ok.. liqin was sick so i was darn bored cause no partner! =( just now my guardian suddenly asked if i have a bf.. i was shocked lah.. hmm the truth is no! haha she believed lah.. but she say even if i have it's ok.. as long as it doesnt affect my studies.. yea i also know.. haha but single v fun also what.. haha =P

_thanks for bein so understandin

hahaha!

2005-01-30T01:05:00.000-08:00

wheee! today totally rocks.. or rather yesterday? will update later when i wake up =) youth fiesta concert is fun! oh ya.. endroo!jiayou with ur toning of body! hahas and let me present you with a certificate for being a certified piggy waker!

where's my angel?

2005-01-27T20:41:00.000-08:00

heyya.. where's my angel? he/she is not writing to me! liqin got chocolates from her angel yesterday! i'm jealous >.< today is just the same monotonous and tiring day.. nothing special happened that can help spice up my life.. a teacher(name not to be disclosed) said she was disappointed in me cos i'm not attentive in class.. that is stereotyping! i only talked in one of her lessons but it doesnt mean i am not attentive.. and other teachers didnt even say i was talkative or what.. that is so unfair! *fuming* she picks on a few people she didnt like too.. i used to respect her but now i feel that she can be quite unreasonable and also a perfectionist.. i mean if there were no teachers who said i wasnt attentive and only she said so.. there must be something v wrong right..not with me..but with her.. so stop picking on me! i'm gonna get A1 for this particular subject.. hmm then was kinda sad this afternoon.. dont know why it affected me so much also.. but if other ppl had said the same thing to me.. i doubt it would even have an impact on me lah.. maybe i zai4 hu1 too much already.. hmm vdae coming! someone buy me jay concert vcd! i am missin youu*

_i can stand your attitude no longer.bother me no more.

bahhh

2005-01-27T00:18:00.000-08:00

lalala.. maths n chem finally over.. it was like torture and hell for me.. anyway nothin to be happy about cos i am so going to flop both of the tests.. haha.. mr tan wants to see me and that's bad! urghh.. i love weekends.. on weekdays i work like a robot.. it's like a daily routine.. school.. dance and tuition.. and reaching home at 10? i am physically and mentally tired.. and now only january leh! i cant imagine having a bf.. haha i would end up like a giant panda with huge dark eye circles.. aww so cuteeee.. anyone wants to adopt me? >.< haha so guys.. love me at your own risk.. HAHAHA! dont take it seriously ppl.. it was meant to be a joke.. yea so i just passed my freaking physics test.. mr tan must be utterly disappointed in me.. i hate to disappoint ppl =( i wannn my huge pooh bearr* -pokepoke-

supastar

2005-01-22T23:10:00.000-08:00

hmm i had a nightmare sleepin jus now.. or should i say afternoonmare? >.< it was horrible.. the feeling indescribable.. hope it doesnt come true.. haha it better not.. my dreams dont come true anyway.. so i ate medicine and slept.. didnt go for tuition.. but i feel so much better now! (= yahh.. i feel so unaccomplished today.. practically did nothing.. yeaa.. my maths and chem test.. i am done for.. haha wish me good luck!

you're my sweet some kind of supastar*

sickie

2005-01-22T12:03:00.000-08:00

heyya..i am sick sick sick..me,claudia and pearl have been passing viruses to each other..i think drew got the virus from me through the phone too..haha it's contagious >.< after eating clarinase..it's pills and not syrup!i feel so proud of myself..lolx..anyway i felt better after eating that..but my cough seems to be worse..then i realised i got an ulcer on my tongue as well! *ouch* good reason to go on diet.. haha =X yeaps.. went tuition yesterday before meetin my cousins at orchard.. haha aL is cuter! yaa.. he brought his friend along too.. i should jus name what i ate yesterday.. hmm.. sausage mcmuffin with egg and hashbrown before going to tuition.. ate 2 packet of chips with claud and pearl at tuition.. then met my cousins and at pasta with cod fish at taka.. damn nice! ok..ate browies with ice cream at breeks for tea break.. haha dinner was fish and chips! u should see how fat i am now.. lolx.. aL and aL's friend keep taking pics of me when i was in the car.. boo.. even when i was sleeping.. and aL threatened to put my pic on frienster! ahh! nooo* but it was a fun day lah.. yaa.. still deciding if i should go tuition later.. too lazy and sick.. later all the people at tuition kena my virus too.. haha

complicated

2005-01-20T23:30:00.000-08:00

complicated.complexity.it's like sometimes the world has nothing to offer you.but when it has something to offer you.you end up being indecisive.i am sure this happen to alot of people right.take for example.me and claudia are indecisive people.put us together and we would probably end up tossing a coin to determine our fate.it like we tossed the coins 3 times today.fate-go to tuition but we ended up having a feast at parkway.lim lian is one indecisive girl too.haha how i wish i do not have to make any decisions.it's like er.so sucky.and ya trust.i find it hard to trust people nowadays.lessons learnt i guess.maybe i'm just afraid of betrayal and stuff like that.so u cant make me trust you until i think you deserve it.trust is earned i guess.urgh.i am hungry.no dinner for 2 nights already.but had late lunch lah.yea.i am sick again.how nice.i cant go on my life like this.

boo!

2005-01-19T22:37:00.000-08:00

whoa.. tuition is tiring.. i reached home at 9? hmm.. was thinkin if i cannot get into vjc.. shall go sajc then.. for a reason too.. haha dont anyhow think la >.< ok chinese test was fine.. haha! they tested on those that i read lah.. so it wasnt too bad =) urgh.. i'm sneezing like no one's business.. i dowana get sick again! i feel so weak.. hmm dont know why i keep listening to pan wei bo's kuai le cong bai.. lolx it's sucha happy song.. urgh.. i need a life..

_meet the fourkers*
_we are fourk-ing!*

*i've waited all my life for you to appear

^o^

2005-01-18T11:43:00.000-08:00

lalala~ today is a tiring day.. yea.. i reali wana gif up on dance alreadi.. i've had enough of it lah.. and i was totally moody durin dance today.. the teacher keep pickin on me oso.. blah blah blah.. sch was ok.. boring cos of all the double periods.. i was tryin to keep my big eyes open >.< hmm i'm blessed with good looks! do u think so? lolx nahh.. it was jus a comment from someone.. i actually do wish i dont look like that.. haha serious.. ok i think i read a little more then half of my wei xing xiao shuo.. feel quite good but i'm so gonna fail my test tmr.. and there's 2 tests next week which i have not started studying.. i should start to prioritize.. syf is important.. but this year is my o'levels too.. if i have cca 5 days a week.. how am i going to survive? maybe i should just dedicate my life to studies and dance and nothing else? i dont know.. but i dont wish to give up on.....yaa..

happy =)

2005-01-17T23:51:00.000-08:00

whee.. i am in a good good mood.. haha after talkin to drew and lh for like 2 hours? =) haha yea drew wans me to mention his name on my blog so i am doin so =P lolx anyway.. i am so dead cos i'm havin wei xing xiao shuo test on wed and i'm not even halfway through the book.. it's so freaking hard! who can ever understand so chim cheena.. haha today is very tiring.. reached home only at 8.. sad to say.. i'll never reach home before 7 everyday so i'm kinda getting used to this kind of lifestyle.. urghh.. just hope i dont fall sick.. yeaps.. hmm.. thanks ppl for tagging at my board.. haha i think i'm more active at blogging now.. i should be using this time to study for my test instead but i want to share my happiness with all of you! lolx.. sounds gay right.. =P yeaa.. off to bed

a sigh of relief.actually not.

2005-01-14T22:25:00.000-08:00

geog n physics over.. *phew* but mayb not.. thinking of my 1500 words compo and also kiw's compo.. grr.. i am mentally drained although it's only the 1st 2 weeks of school.. wonder how am i ever goin to survive the rest of the year.. when my cca's goin to start next week.. it's gonna take up 4 days out of 7 days.. afternoon lessons 3 days.. tuition 3 days? i need 25 hours a day.. ok i shall talking about school.. maybe somethin more positive.. haha CNY is in 3 weeks time! i'm goin to fly again! whee =) i know i am going to miss like 2 days of school but who cares.. i make sure i play till my heart's content.. and Vday is in 1 month's time.. lolx.. who says single then cannot celebrate... lalala =P ok ok.. i am feeling better already.. dont bother about my previous post! haha seriously i think i am blessed.. yeaps.. to have such a loving family and friends like YOU.. =) although some have sucky attitude.. i'll forgive them.. oh yea.. i'm a saint.. haha my cousin from msia stayin over at my place this weekend.. cool.. miss her lotsa.. yeaps.. *ilu_

=(

2005-01-12T08:29:00.000-08:00

hie.. i've decided to blog today cos i am really upset.. totally not my day.. yea.. it totally sux i tell you.. and i am having a geog test tmr.. and i haven touch it yet? yea.. i felt moody after receiving a certain someone's sms.. dont know why but it just affects me.. hmm then i came home feeling okay as i decided not to let the sms ruin my day.. but i found out something that wb did which makes me very angry.. yeaa.. not like i didnt ask for permission.. i do not wish to elaborate.. yah.. so i went to sleep for like almost 2 hours? erm i wake up feeling better.. and i decided to forget about that matter because i am the ever so forgiving princess -_- yeaa.. then i had to be treated with another blow.. so tk has actually tq.. he lied! he might be doing this not to hurt me or something but i dont know if it really works though.. the feeling totally sux.. i've always take things for granted.. so it's my bad.. i hate myself for being myself.. really.. it's time i change..

s-ho

2005-01-05T06:13:00.000-08:00

hiee.. i know i didnt update for a very long time already but i know no one missed my absence too.. wahaha anyway happy new year two thousand and five! yeaa.. sch is starting.. and i am definitely more hardworking than last year i promise but i fell sick on the 3rd day of school.. yea.. what a nice start.. and mr kiw is my chinese teacher! i seriously have no discrimination or whatsoever against him but it's the just the feeling he gives me when he is around.. i am just so not comfortable.. ok.. but i shall make him like me.. YES.. i can lar. haha boo waking up is just so hard.. not to mention it's after the holidays and i get to sleep 12 hours a day during the hols while i only get half of it now.. seriously deprived so you cant blame me for being sick rite? lolx excuses.. life's like that.... s-ho!! lolx

yoohoo

2004-12-16T15:15:00.000-08:00

whee! i am in the mood for xmas~ haha yay wonder if i'll get lotsa presents.. and even one from santa.. haha i believe in santa claus.. like the boy in polar express.. he's so cute.. yea.. very magical show.. boo.. i watched ocean's twelve yest.. erm.. it sux? haha cos i don understand a shit.. haha luckily yest was RM5 onli so i paid to enjoy the aircon.. not bad oso larh.. haha hmm my dad's comin back tmr.. my mum's a jolly mood so she would probably let me online late tonite.. hahas jenn's coming kuching too.. i've been sleeping pretty much dese few days until i headache alreadi.. boo shud get down to work soon.. lalala

jay chou is my lyfe

2004-12-02T23:07:00.000-08:00

heya.. i am back in kuching! jay chou concert was more awesome than awesome. simply wonderful i would say.. love him to bits now.. i would make sure i go to his next concert! cant wait to see him again.. haha my mind is all about him now.. =X anyway.. i am kinda enjoying myself here lah.. stress-free.. actually no.. lolx.. with my mum's constant nagging.. kinda not used to it.. wahaha.. boo.. i missed the finals of spore idols too! though it's sad that sly lost.. but i think taufik is good too lah.. hmm.. conclusion is that jay rox ... haha whee jay is mine! =)

sigh

2004-11-25T01:09:00.000-08:00

haiz.. i wonder what i've been searching for all these time.. hello.. isit the holidays? urghh. nvm.. i'm flyin off in 3 days! oh no.. i have not started packin or anithin yet.. the luggage still full of dust at the side of my cupboard.. hahah.. weird.. i'm sittin the plane dont know how many times a year.. but yet i'm so thrilled and excited everytime.. hmm.. it's a good feeling no doubt.. and jay chou's concert is on saturday.. just one day before i leave.. so how can i not be excited? haha i've long awaited to see him.. hahah havent get my new hp yet.. well.. maybe after i come back then.. i shall stop being so materialistic.. yeaps.. gotta shop for my mum's and sis's stuff.. they gave me a shopping list.. haha i'm gonna miss all my friends.. wont be seeing them for a month! will be back the only on 28th the earliest.. haha grr.. i think i better start mugging.. i got like dont know how many tests starting of the year.. that's sad.. my L1R5 is like 24? how to go jc next year? but ber assured me that if i study hard next year.. i'll get 9 points like her too.. she's a 25 pointer leh! hahah so maybe i'll get 8 points.. haha yeaa i wish.. well.. i think i can do it loh.. but that means throwing away my laptop and tv.. it's as simple as that.. i have no self discipline.. and that's bad.. going to knock some sense into my head real soon.. boo.. tuition again tomorrow.. shall go and catch fourty thousand winks now.. lolx nite nite =)

dance and more dance

2004-11-18T22:46:00.000-08:00

yesterday
hiee! yeaps.. have been eating out this few weeks.. kinda sick of outside food liao.. yest was left at home with no food.. so decided to go to mac and buy fries.. hahah jian fei.. eat fries only =P but i saw an ugly scene while waiting for my fries that made me lose my appetite.. dis group of ppl walked into mac with no intention of buying food.. each of them requested for 3 cups of water.. 3 x 5 = 15 the auntie serving was like faking a smile at them while getting them their 15 cups of water and yet they happily drank it and walked out of macs without even saying thank you.. i totally despise this kind of people.. dont they even have 60 cents to buy a bottle of mineral water from the supermarket? well even if they dont have... just get a cup from macs and go home and drink all you want lah! what pissed me off is that they do not even have the sense to say thank you to the poor aunties..oh man..

today
had dance today.. i think royston kinda disappointed with our performance.. ok.. i admit i didnt put in all my effort.. just kinda tired and drained out from all these dance practice.. it's the holidays somemore.. i wish i had a life.. yea.. anyway.. wenbin is going to camp overnight for my mp3 player! how nice of him.. haha 3 cheers for wenbin! hip hip hooray! hurhurr.. more and more dance practices coming up.. grr.. and i'm leaving next sunday.. can finally see my family again.. yeaps.. have really learnt to treasure them more after all these times.. =) just wana tell my parents.. sister and little brother that i love them lots!! *mwahh*

tired`

2004-11-16T15:17:00.000-08:00

hiee.. i am dead beat.. yeah.. so had the long awaited amazing race yesterday.. it was fun.. ran round singapore like some mad people.. no doubt that i had lost some weight as well.. hmm.. my team got 1st.. but i dont seem to be very pleased with it anyway.. there's much more than jus winning.. it's the process that's important.. like what you've been through with your team mates to reach your goal that makes you think that everything is worthwhile.. we had bbq at eunice's house after the race.. had quite a hard time starting the fire cos the fire starter didnt really work.. yea.. so the fire was not hot enough to cook the food fast enough and people were complaining away.. yea.. you think we like it that way? i shall not elaborate further.. we bought a cake for those who are going to leave DHP.. so it's kind of a farewell party.. to mourn the loss of our sec 2s.. haha i shall start doing my homework.. the chinese o's are over for 2 weeks already and i've not done anything productive really.. but i feel that the holidays are actually more tiring than school time.. dance and more dance practice for me.. nick is leaving for china today while dan is going to vietnam.. 1 for pleasure 1 for pain.. lolx anyway i cant wait to get my ass back to malaysia.. who doesnt miss home? as what jas said.. malaysia is still the best! malaysia boleh! haha yeaps.. the rest of my cousins are all dying to go back too.. glad that i would get to see them soon =)

selamat hari raya!

2004-11-14T02:20:00.000-08:00

heyy.. selamat hari raya ppl.. hahah i am still awake now due to my high energy level but mostly it's bcos of the loud chattering voices from downstairs and it is 2am for goodness sake.. guess who are those ppl? they are non other than TA-DAH --> wen bin(my guardian's son) and his bunch of crazee frens who jus finished fishing at sungei api-api jus across my block.. they were gaily(comes from gay) chatting away as in happily and i heard strings of vulgarities in every 2 sentences.. %#&!~$&#@!!!! how uncivilised -_- u wana scold oso dun scold so loud until the whole neighbourhood can hear mah.. and it's 2am in the morning! boo anyway they decided to leave after 15 mins of ~$$&%$#@!!! ... yeaa.. they drove away in 3 cars.. going for supper i supposed.. and wenbin leave dis poor meimei here cold n hungry >.< knowin how to drive a car seems to be a v cool thingg.. yeaa i'm goin to learn how to drive when i go back! wheee.. drivin ppl around.. eating supper at 2am.. sounds fun eh.. hahaa i needta sleep.. got church tmr mornin.. yawns.. enjoy visiting ppl (=

ru guo you yi tian___*

2004-11-12T23:28:00.000-08:00

heyaa.. today is a meaningful day (= had pri sch outing.. miss 6e peeps lotss.. we went to kbox.. yeaps.. chatted alot.. tryin to catch up wif each other.. hahah.. it was fun! hmm.. i think i love the past more than present.. and maybe future too? there's too much time kanot erase.. i'll neva forget the memories spent wif my frens in pri sch.. ahaha went to yoshinoya for dinner after karaoke.. hmm wz as usual very noisy lahh.. but v funny.. den sl so quiet... >.< yeaa.. gdine cut her hair real short.. ts become prettier le lah.. ly and may like stiu the same.. mayb cos i always see them.. hahah yahh.. then suddenly miss siat yee alot oso.. after listenin to liang jing ru's song... yeaps... hope to see her soon =) hahah oh yaa.. wz is goin sarawak! lolx he say he goin to buy pepper as souvenior for his frens -_- yahh hope to see him in kch.. anyway.. i'm v disappointed wif lotsa things lately lah.. wif myself too.. sighh.. life sux =(

i lovee pooh

2004-11-11T01:28:00.000-08:00

hahah ok.. fancy bloggin at 1.30am in the mornin.. anyway.. wanqing rox! hahha thanks for her help wif my tagboard.. =) yeaps.. so i went to watch doll master wif liqin today.. hahah quite funny cos got one guy keep saying boO and the whole cinema went laughin.. den there's dis gal who keeps screamin b4 the thing actually happens.. well.. kinda irritating but stiu.. it helps lessen the tension.. haha ok.. i've been spendin alot of money after my exams.. hmm.. few hundreds alreadi? i gotta control myself.. yeaa.. dis is my 2nd layout alreadi.. 1st one is nice but i stiu prefer pooh.. lolx.. holidays are here but i still seem to be v bz wif sch.. esp dance.. sighh.. duno when will i ever start touchin my homework.. grr.. i dun even noe got wad hw.. and i dun understand a single crap about maths.. so how to hand in hw? physics supposed to hand in last week but i din.. if i go on like tat... i would probably continue to be the last few in class.. and my parents are gonna be so disappointed in me.. boo =(

whee!

2004-11-08T22:29:00.000-08:00

wahh.. wad can i say? i'm an idiot tryin to set up a blog.. boo! din noe it is so tough.. >.< hahah anyway.. went to eat billy bombers yest.. and great.. i am having diarrhoea like every few hours now.. i can thank no one but myself for bein so greedy.. hahah nvm.. pach n liqin also! hmm now i feel so lifeless cos of all the energy drained out in the toilet -_- yeaps.. kinda lookin forward to tmr amazing race trial run.. cya peeps

help!

2004-10-31T02:50:00.000-08:00

hello.. i know nuts about bloggin.. -_- save me!